Elderberry! I totally remember you (though I'm not sure if you'd remember me, hahah)!

Welcome back! And I'm really jealous that you went to NYCC~ That sounds really awesome.
Pyroclasm- Good luck with NaNo! I was going to participate this year, but I failed on day one.

CTs:
- Halloween was really boring. People apparently aren't allowed to trick or treat around here or something. Nobody knew what I was dressed as anyway, despite how accurate my Marceline the Vampire Queen costume was.
- I don't like that people don't take me seriously when I say I have an extreme arachnophobia. People say it's irrational for me to be afraid of spiders, because they kill all the "bad bugs" and blah blah blah. Okay, really, I
don't need you to tell me it's an "irrational fear", because that is the exact definition of "phobia", and I'm aware of that. Since I've been here, I've had two nervous breakdowns because of this. Unfortunately I have a roommate who thinks spiders are "adorable", and won't kill any that come into our room. I said to her, "Please, if you won't kill them, just take them and put them outside." She never did, and instead let a spider roam around our room for days. It would only stay on her side of the room or disappear for long periods of time, so I couldn't kill it, and instead had to stare at it, being paranoid and feeling completely uncomfortable in my room for a whole week. To sum it up, when I tried to kill it when it was on my side of the room, (and because I am very uncoordinated) it fell into/near my bed, and I did not sleep for two days. And then my roommate looks at me like I'm crazy when I remove my furniture into the hallway to find the spider. Same thing happened last night, and I ended up sleeping in my desk chair because I was too afraid to go near my bed. I'm sick of people being insensitive to my feelings. When I say I'm deathly afraid of spiders, please take it seriously and be aware that I
will have a panic attack if I see one in my room.
- ... that was a long rant.
- I go home in about 2 weeks, but I honestly can't stand being here for another minute.
- The food here is literally not sanitary (I've learned to just buy everything from a can or package from the store). I could really go on and on about the disgusting things my friends and I have encountered in these cafeterias, because it
really is that disgusting. And it's not just "oh, this food looks really gross"; I'm talking about being served moldy food and having to use utensils that are never properly cleaned.
- I hate my classes, but I'm doing really well in them... somehow.
- I have to do a group project in one of my classes... we decided to split up the work, and the rest of the group gave me the only difficult part of the project. Ummm, that's really not cool.

They said they're splitting it up "equally", but while their research is based on simple facts, I have to figure out things based on philosophies, opinions, and ideas (of other people, not my own) which I may or may not be able to find. I guess I'll have to suck it up and just get it done.
- Lately I'm frustrated by my inability to draw anything well.