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Carnal Malefactor
[chugs another beer]
Stealth
@void, how did u find that song? For some reason I keep thinking you were typing in gay bars when you found it.

Well me and zombie get 4 days off due to the wonderful long weekend (im still not sure why we get a long weekend but, we do).

CT
-Must go to a gay bar, see what the fuss is all about.
Carnal Malefactor
laugh.gif

I just remember someone posting a link to it on another forum waaaaaaay back when.
Popogeejo
Bunny, you need to stop associating yourself with depression. The more you focus on how pathetic you are the more you will believe and the harder it will be for you to get out of this slump. If you are really this depressed then see a therapist and stop complaining to people on the internet who clearly don't care.
*Warm fuzzy hus*
asunder
QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 8 2007, 07:41 PM) [snapback]515248[/snapback]
That's what they all say... but did you ever stop to think that maybe that's wrong.

The world is cruel. Things don't always get better for everyone.

I'm saying this from experience. You're probably taking for granted many things that make your life enjoyable.

Again.

Your health.

Your loved ones (family/friends).

If you have those two, stop complaining.
Migchao
Suddenly, DeviantART seems to have gained a lot of Narutards since Monday. There's one going, "OMGZ SASUKE IS SO EFFIN' HAWT," and these two idiots bugging everyone on the forums. I flamed one of them, got him to shut up a while, and got a few supports. The other one, everyone's bugging the heck out of him. The SASUKE SO EFFIN' HOT one, I won't bother speaking to, out of fear of getting fried

The fourth time this week I've lost my P.E bag...it gets lost every day!
Envy II
QUOTE(asunder @ Mar 8 2007, 05:54 PM) [snapback]515256[/snapback]
QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 8 2007, 07:41 PM) [snapback]515248[/snapback]
That's what they all say... but did you ever stop to think that maybe that's wrong.

The world is cruel. Things don't always get better for everyone.

I'm saying this from experience. You're probably taking for granted many things that make your life enjoyable.

Again.

Your health.

Your loved ones (family/friends).

If you have those two, stop complaining.


I'm not healthy, to tell you the truth. I may not be on my death bed... but to think of the amount of time that I've been this sick, I don't really know what's wrong with me. The doctors don't know either. O_O

*sighs* I guess, it's true. Few people do understand this. Well, I guess I haven't told the whole story of why I'm depressed, in fact I've barely went into it, so I guess I can understand why you think my life is good and that I should be happy.

CT:
-I'm getting another headache. >_<
-The performance is in a few hours... I think. My mom will know when she gets home.
-I played my clarinet some today. It's been the first time in... months. However, I feel aside from the terribly chipped reed that I had that despite what I thought I really haven't completely forgot what I learned on it. It's just I'm terrible with the upper register. It's funny, I'm not on the saxophone or the bassoon, but I am on the clarinet. I don't get it.
Carnal Malefactor
You know, there's a good chance that whatever physical symptoms you're experiencing are psychogenic. In other words, your mental state has the capacity to affect how you feel physically. Look up 'somatoform pain disorder' if you don't believe me. You probably need psychiatric help.

Believe me, I have firsthand [and recent] experience with this.
Stealth
@Saxophonist, Oh shut up, one thing I canít stand is people acting so depressed on the internet, we all feel this way sometimes but it is something u have to GET over. trust me, go out with friends or do something to take your mind off it but donít start b#$ching to us about it and when we try to help just shot us down like a flock of ducks who cant find north.
Razzy
huh.gif Why is it that I can't remember what happened today?
Ah! I'm becoming senile! wacko.gif
Envy's lil' miniskirt
Hi Yall! biggrin.gif

~Been busy but good.

~Glad to see my Snacky-Cake is back. Take care of that finger suger. ohmy.gif

~Got to see my fella last weekend and I'm still smiling. biggrin.gif

~Primus is still kick-ass!

~Fricken' whaaah I have to work tomorrow. sad.gif Oh well those bills don't pay themselves.

~Going through my storage is like an archeological dig. I've forgotten what I have in there. Makes me wonder if I really need it, but I just can't throw away the Martian rainforest. If I can only figure out a way to hang it up.

Zarpia
QUOTE(edsgirl @ Mar 8 2007, 02:15 PM) [snapback]515166[/snapback]
QUOTE(Zarpia @ Mar 8 2007, 11:57 AM) [snapback]515118[/snapback]

I end up ordering 7 manga books online all yaoi of course laugh.gif

ohmy.gif What'd you buy? Hopefully not one that starts with the name of a very bright and cheery color wink.gif
Oh no, it was non of that color laugh.gif It was Our Kingdom, Il gatto sul G volume 2, Our everlasting volume 2, La esperanca vol 5 and others <3

QUOTE(edsgirl @ Mar 8 2007, 02:15 PM) [snapback]515166[/snapback]
QUOTE(Codename @ Mar 8 2007, 02:13 PM)
Trust me-- GAY CLUBS ARE FUN! I know a lot fo straight women who go to Gay clubs to hang out. (Ignore the fact that I'm one on the biggest fag-hags on the planet...) It is typical of women in their twenties to hang at gay clubs to have fun without worrying about some scumbag guy hitting on them.

I have to agree with that. I have more fun at gay clubs than any other kind of club. It's a nice feeling to go into a club and know you don't have to worry about being hit on by a bunch of drunks who think they're god's gift. I've taken my fiancť to a couple and he's enjoyed himself. Go!!
Yeah, unfortunately I have not been in any gay clubs yet sad.gif But my cousin tell me that they are THE BEST!!! I really want to go to one.


-I just won at go!!! it was my first game ever, tho I think it was just luck XD
Envy's lil' miniskirt
I have to agree, gay clubs are really, really fun!

It's nice to go dancing without some nasty guy trying to rub up against you.
Indignant Judgment
Current Thoughts:

-I finally just got home after sitting at my moms work FOREVER :'( I cannot wait to get my licence (I travel alot so I got my permit a little late because every state is different)

-I had gotten another speech done for Speech class and I am SOO happy that it is over

-I have a major headache after that speech though >.<
Carnal Malefactor
As one of those nasty guys, I take exception to that!

...well, I would if I ever went to clubs...
edsgirl
QUOTE(Envy @ Mar 8 2007, 07:22 PM) [snapback]515275[/snapback]
Hi Yall! biggrin.gif

~Been busy but good.

~Glad to see my Snacky-Cake is back. Take care of that finger suger. ohmy.gif

~Got to see my fella last weekend and I'm still smiling. biggrin.gif

Hi baby! Oh how I missed you. I shall devour you lately tongue.gif

What fella? ohmy.gif Looks like we need a good one of our girly chats tonight.

@Zarpy: Good titles! I've read all of them and I wish Our Everlasting was longer than 2 volumes. sad.gif You should read more of Toko Kawai. All of her works are awesome.

@Bits: Lmao! You should let me take you one day, whenever I happen to be in your hood. I can pass all the girls I get onto you. cool.gif

Thoughts:
- I saw the most awesome sport at the park today. Extreme hippy dodge ball. It was one of the funniest things I have ever seen in a park. With their long hair all over the place, trying to run while keeping their jesus sandals on. Actually most of them were just standing in place, too stoned to move and just let themselves get rocked with the ball. Awesome.
- Ehh, due to the concerns of some of the forum members and my wife, I shall see a doctor tomorrow. I was going to look into it myself, but Susu got pale once he saw me heating up a needle.
Carnal Malefactor
It's a date! XD
[though my heart still belongs to you-know-who wub.gif ]
Ailuro
Stop posting on the forums in class! >:o
Carnal Malefactor
If you were taking these classes, you'd be posting on the forums while in 'em, too.
Ailuro
Just because I would do it doesn't make it right! winRar! >:o
Popogeejo
QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 9 2007, 01:18 AM) [snapback]515305[/snapback]
[though my heart still belongs to you-know-who wub.gif ]

I mine belongs to you as well. wink.gif wub.gif
Carnal Malefactor
...Won't Dolly be jealous?
Popogeejo
QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 9 2007, 01:30 AM) [snapback]515319[/snapback]
...Won't Dolly be jealous?
Sheep are to stupid to have emotions, like Politicians.
Toby-Chan
Our store is too cold.


In other unfortunate news, in a fit of poorly assigned self confidence, I tried to eat a Riesen and I think I broke or loosened a few bands on my braces.

Also broke my thumbnail to match the snapped-down index fingernail. ;_; Gonna have to file down all my nails now. I am damaged goods! *woe*

They were so long and pretty! Who will want me now? sad.gif sad.gif sad.gif
Stealth
^^I would. J
Carnal Malefactor
Bleh.
f*!@ this. I'm going home.
Ailuro
Finish your class! xP
ed_drink_your_milk
Void-What classes are you taking?

*shiver* Running again felt really good, but it's about 25 degrees out and I ran for an hour and a half. Hot shower time....
Kenji
I am paying broadband fees for dial-up quality connection... Shitty ISP... Connection got worst eversince the underground fibreoptics that damaged after the earthquake at Taiwan are fixed...

Another day, another Friday for year 2007
Currently very excited, results coming out in 2 days...
I hope my initial target of scoring at least 7As is achieved... Worried for my Additional maths and mathematics... T.T
sweety_pie
my thoughts
-Today kinda sucked.
-I wish today was over already.
-I am sooo bored.
Envy II
QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 8 2007, 06:04 PM) [snapback]515264[/snapback]
You know, there's a good chance that whatever physical symptoms you're experiencing are psychogenic. In other words, your mental state has the capacity to affect how you feel physically. Look up 'somatoform pain disorder' if you don't believe me. You probably need psychiatric help.

Believe me, I have firsthand [and recent] experience with this.


That can't be it, though. Seeing as when this all started was one of the better moments of my life. I was actually slightly happy when this never ending sickness started.

It can't be psychological...

QUOTE
@Saxophonist, Oh shut up, one thing I canít stand is people acting so depressed on the internet, we all feel this way sometimes but it is something u have to GET over. trust me, go out with friends or do something to take your mind off it but donít start b#$ching to us about it and when we try to help just shot us down like a flock of ducks who cant find north.


The thing is, I'm just saying how I feel. I'm not posting here asking for anybody's attention. Therefore, I don't need your help. Nor do I need "Oh things'll get better." I hate that more then anything. People just can't seem to realize that experiences are different for everyone. Everyone takes things differently, and some of them that are weaker, like me, take longer to get over issues.

CT:
-The concert was awesome. There where tons of bassoon solos, I want to learn them. I will ask to learn them at my next lesson. XD
-After some practicing I figured out that the problem with my bassoon was temporary. It was a key sticking, and I realized the Bb Key was doing that earlier, but it eventually stopped. I guess this key stopped sticking as well.
Fushi
I just watched the FMA movie.

...

It bored the shit out of me. :D


Seriously tho, it wasn't bad, just boring. It could've benefitted more from characterization (there just wasn't enough there for me to decide if I like any of the movie only characters like Noah or not >.>) and of course, screen time for the original characters. Not even Al got that much screen time, it all went to Ed. =/ Beh.
Over all, it felt like fanficition. Not bad fanfiction, but not great fanfiction either. Like...that fanfiction you forget 10 minutes later. XP



Anyways.

I have an announcement!

I have MENOPAUSE!!!

....

As a research assignment in bio. :D

Anyone know some websites with information on that sort of thing? C: Searching through google endlessly is a pain.
Zarpia
QUOTE(edsgirl @ Mar 8 2007, 07:12 PM) [snapback]515302[/snapback]
@Zarpy: Good titles! I've read all of them and I wish Our Everlasting was longer than 2 volumes. sad.gif You should read more of Toko Kawai. All of her works are awesome.
But Our Kingdom is longer than 2 volumes, is 5 volumes long, and I just order 4 and 5 since I already owned 1 to 3 <3

QUOTE(edsgirl @ Mar 8 2007, 07:12 PM) [snapback]515302[/snapback]
- Ehh, due to the concerns of some of the forum members and my wife, I shall see a doctor tomorrow. I was going to look into it myself, but Susu got pale once he saw me heating up a needle.
LOL @ your wife. Yeah, I'm glad you are going to the doctor, tell us how it whent^^
Zee
QUOTE(ArmouredSoul @ Mar 6 2007, 04:28 PM) [snapback]514300[/snapback]
Current Thoughts:
-I have to give my speech on Thursday or Friday and I feel really prepared happy.gif
-I asked the girl of my dreams out and is waiting for her reply on whether she wants to or not happy.gif


OOH! happy.gif Go you! I hope she says yes!

Currently contemplating...
==Why can't school be like work? --you go to class, learn, and then go home! It's so simple! But, no, they have to pile on all this other junk along with it. sad.gif
Dang you, homework! I shake my fist at you! ...that'll teach ya...
==I have an exam in Health class tomorrow--which I am NOT looking forward to. But what can you do...
==I am out of chocolate! o_o
==My brother is thinking about buying a house and renting rooms out to one of his friends and me. I'm worried that he won't be able to pay for it, though--if he doesn't get a loan that is. But if he DOES, then I would be able to live with my kitty and maybe adopt a miniature dachshund (the puppy of my dreams smile.gif ). But I'm getting ahead of myself...

==Aww, now I miss my kitty... dry.gif
edsgirl
QUOTE(Zarpia @ Mar 8 2007, 11:03 PM) [snapback]515442[/snapback]
QUOTE(edsgirl @ Mar 8 2007, 07:12 PM) [snapback]515302[/snapback]
@Zarpy: Good titles! I've read all of them and I wish Our Everlasting was longer than 2 volumes. sad.gif You should read more of Toko Kawai. All of her works are awesome.
But Our Kingdom is longer than 2 volumes, is 5 volumes long, and I just order 4 and 5 since I already owned 1 to 3 <3
wink.gif Our Everlasting, not Our Kingdom honey bunches.
QUOTE(Zarpia @ Mar 8 2007, 11:03 PM) [snapback]515442[/snapback]
QUOTE(edsgirl @ Mar 8 2007, 07:12 PM) [snapback]515302[/snapback]
- Ehh, due to the concerns of some of the forum members and my wife, I shall see a doctor tomorrow. I was going to look into it myself, but Susu got pale once he saw me heating up a needle.
LOL @ your wife. Yeah, I'm glad you are going to the doctor, tell us how it whent^^

Sure will. I'm sure it's just something that got stuck in my finger during the remodeling. I see an entry wound. It looks so gnarly tongue.gif
Zarpia
^Ah damn it. I think I might go see the doctor as well XD When I read stuff I always read them wrong XD you can ask Selaphiel as well lol I always read what he writes wrong >C

I want to buy Bond(z) but is not release yet sad.gif
sweety_pie
My thoughts
-I should go to sleep soon.
-I think one of my friends are going to join.
-Bored... Bored...Bored!!!
alchemist x
*deep sigh* alright sax I just read through ALL of the posts you have made on your topic
of "depression" and your "sucky" life and what not and i have come to this conclusion, If you can't
handle something of that low magnitude then you will never make it in life,(no offense) So you either need
to suck it up or see a whole lot of shrinks, You don't even have to get over it, but at least try to have
control over your own mind and realize how silly it is to complain about such a thing, well complaining
is okay but wrawr, i don't know what I'm saying anymore,

I agree with Void though, it is psychological if the doctors can't determine what it is, it always is
unless you have some mystery super disease. The human mind is a tricky thing, and your own
mind has a tendency to lie or trick you. You might find out too that some of the simplest stuff
might help you, I'm NOT saying simple stuff will fix it even though it may, but you should try something like... color therapy, that kinda helped me
you might wanna keep things organized
try breathing exercises and simple things like that
i know it sounds really cliche and what not but sometimes it helps,
=\ and shooting down all possibilities that could be the problem that people here suggest
isn't very nice and it gets annoying and what not, so no need to be [snobby]That can't possibly
be it[/snobby] not saying that you are XD but yeah you know what i mean,Edit: Everyone needs
advice and they all need to think about it because people don't always think the same when they are
dealing with themselves
just give this stuff a try
somethings will give you extra energy too ^o^ I've been up for 50 hours strait and listening to
final fantasy 7 music is keeping me energized .... along with the quart of coffee and 2 liter of dr. pepper


CHEER UP MATE!!!!!! WE TRY TO HELP YOU!!!!!!! =\ and its kinda a silly thing to post your problems
if you don't want people to try to help or care about it *thinks that what you said* XD if you want that
then why do you even post it? wink.gif you may think you don't but thats your subconscious telling you
"I WANT HELP" XD >D and cheer up because every time you go all emo, Void kills some more
of his liver XD

CT:

*waits to be ignored again*
Envy II
If you really think that the band thing is what's really got me depressed you are terribly mistaken. The thing is it added on to my depression. It was not the cause for it, though.

However, I won't go into it since nobody here cares and just wants me to shut up already. I guess venting and expecting nobody to suck up to you or just have people ignore you is to much.

Also I don't care what he does to his liver. Actually I doubt he's even doing it. He's just saying that stuff to try to get me to shut up. Well at least he's not sucking up to me. rolleyes.gif

Trying to get rid of my depression is a lost cause. That's what you need to know. So you might as well stop trying to cheer me up and just deal with my venting. It's just a few posts that you can easily skip over.

CT:
-I'm tired, and I'm going to bed.
alchemist x
>=\ hey trying to help here, dont be rude, and quite being an emo wussy, if you are going to give up
just shoot yourself already geeze the nerve dry.gif

EDIT: Oh yeah you don't deserve to vent if you aren't going to do a damned thing
to help your problems, ya git!
Stealth
^^2nd.

Gosh, i have people coming over tonight and i have not even cleaned the barthroom(it was clean untill my sister decided to play mud pies). o
alchemist x
*runs off to get ready for not going to bed tonight again* ^o^ I'm going for 60 hours without sleep
10 more to go.

Checklist ~
[X] Turn on music
[X] Take a shower
[X] Get Dr. Pepper + coffee
[ ] Start drawing
[ ] Stay up
Molecular Alchemist
My thoughts:

Well, ive come to the realization that ive wasted 1/4 of my life. I spent my teenage years in a crappy ass town where the ppl were mean and i had no friends and even my own twin sister hated me. And then i spent the last 7 years in school...slaving for good grades. And where has it gotten me? I freakin' suck at science, i hate my life, i have a few friends, and nothing is working out like i had planned. My social life sucks...i spend every waking hour either in the lab, in class, or in front of the computer. I have no time for relationships, and it pisses me off that my sis has a whole line of admirerors and all that i get is the occasional stalker that i have to call security on.

And now i have to write a paper...hell, i really dont feel like it. I seriously feel like quitting. I'm tired of science...it doesnt make any sense anyway. And it's never done anything good for me...it causes me to lose sleep, get stomach problems....and...i dunno.

I wish that i could just start over...just like...hit the reset button...but there is no reset button. I suck.
caerulcis
QUOTE(Zarpia @ Mar 8 2007, 11:43 PM) [snapback]515485[/snapback]
^Ah damn it. I think I might go see the doctor as well XD When I read stuff I always read them wrong XD you can ask Selaphiel as well lol I always read what he writes wrong >C
yup you sure do and you are always hilarious when you confuse stuff. laugh.gif

thoughts:

still waiting on those test results.
the things i bought online finally arrived the other day.
i'm currently suffering from extreme boredom.
i really need to get a job.
Envy's lil' miniskirt
QUOTE(Professor Mo')
My thoughts:

Well, ive come to the realization that ive wasted 1/4 of my life. I spent my teenage years in a crappy ass town where the ppl were mean and i had no friends and even my own twin sister hated me. And then i spent the last 7 years in school...slaving for good grades. And where has it gotten me? I freakin' suck at science, i hate my life, i have a few friends, and nothing is working out like i had planned. My social life sucks...i spend every waking hour either in the lab, in class, or in front of the computer. I have no time for relationships, and it pisses me off that my sis has a whole line of admirerors and all that i get is the occasional stalker that i have to call security on.

And now i have to write a paper...hell, i really dont feel like it. I seriously feel like quitting. I'm tired of science...it doesnt make any sense anyway. And it's never done anything good for me...it causes me to lose sleep, get stomach problems....and...i dunno.

I wish that i could just start over...just like...hit the reset button...but there is no reset button. I suck.


Oh no not you too Mo'. sad.gif

You're just going though a hard time right now but it'll be alright. We all feel that way from time to time. After you're done with school you can move somewhere else and if not move then you'll have time for a social life and a string of beaus to take you out. As you know I've had alot of moments where I've wanted to pull my hair out but these things pass.

As for the reset button I've wished for that often. Or at lest a wayback machine where I can go and undo all the stupid things I've done.

Like going to art school. mellow.gif

I'll be online if you want to talk. *big hug*
Zee
QUOTE(Molecular Alchemist @ Mar 8 2007, 11:50 PM) [snapback]515540[/snapback]
I have no time for relationships, and it pisses me off that my sis has a whole line of admirerors and all that i get is the occasional stalker that i have to call security on.


Well at least you got THAT. The only way I can get someone to stalk me is if I pay them in advance.

Thinking...
==I get to go on spring break after classes today (I say today because it is now past midnight here) So YIPPEE! And thank GOD for no break homework--I hate doing that.
==My mom is coming up today and we're going to drive to my grandpa's (eventually)--where I shall sing for his neighbors (birthday celebration, I believe) and him.
==I don't know if I will be able to handle being in the same room as Lola (step-grandma). She's so freakin' irritating! She acts like a 5 year old...well, without the constant chatter. But o'course I will endure it for my grandpa! happy.gif
Molecular Alchemist
@Mini-thanks Mini..i guess the forum depression is contagious...lol. But the sad part is--thinking back on it, there really wasnt much of a difference that i could have made...i guess i'm just upset that being a scientist isnt as much fun as you are lead to believe when you are in school. It's actually a big pain in the neck. And you went to art school? I didnt know that! How cool...i would have liked to go, but i lack the talent....unless they want another picasso....

@Zee-lol, im sure thats not true...and if it is, do you want one of my stalkers? Theyre nothing to be happy about...i mean, i had one that tried to get me fired from my job, one that followed me to my car and then waited at the store where he saw me at the same time every nite for a week for me to come back, and the latest one....well....the latest one was harmless but just creepy.... Somehow i think im forgetting one....unsure.gif

CT:
-hmm, i forgot i have a few late papers to grade...i'll grade them later
-i need...to lay off the sugar...yes, it makes me think better, and helps me concentrate...but its feeding my bad mood...not good
Envy's lil' miniskirt
QUOTE(Molecular Alchemist @ Mar 8 2007, 10:59 PM) [snapback]515580[/snapback]
@Mini-thanks Mini..i guess the forum depression is contagious...lol. But the sad part is--thinking back on it, there really wasnt much of a difference that i could have made...i guess i'm just upset that being a scientist isnt as much fun as you are lead to believe when you are in school. It's actually a big pain in the neck. And you went to art school? I didnt know that! How cool...i would have liked to go, but i lack the talent....unless they want another picasso....

Hey Picasso did pretty well for himself. tongue.gif

School tries to make everything seem like fun so you won't aspire to do anything fun like be an artist for a living.

Ah yes I went to art school, sadly picked the wrong one and spent alot of money on what I consider to be a thrid rate education. I'll take that student loan with me to my grave. Is there a field in science that would be more interesting to you?
CodenameElizabeth
QUOTE
The world is cruel. Things don't always get better for everyone.


...and THAT's what medication is for! biggrin.gif
(I'm actually a pretty laid-back person as long as I am properly medicated... I know this from experience.)

Actually, clinical depression is proven to have painful physical side effects. I originally thought that my symptoms were reminants of Mono (which kicked my ass for, like, three months.) But here, I was in pain due to depression. Ask your GP/shrink about what you can take for it. There are really good meds out there. Depression is a REAL problem. Please see a professional about it before it gets out of hand...

Asunder: True 'dat yo. I'm a pretty pessimistic/jaded/cynical person myself, so I can relate. However, I'm also very stubborn. So I like to think that I'm in charge of my own destiny. And if I don't like where my life is headed, I'm gonna beat it down and make it obey me. Dammit. WHO'S YOUR MISTRESS NOW, B!TCH??!? XD

Void, I've actually never heard the DJ play that song at the gay bar that I frequent... (he's more fond of Fergie these days, actually...)

Mini's sig pic makes me ROFL. (WTF is that? Some sort fo twisted version of a codpeice??!? OR A STRAP-ON??) XD

Molec, sometimes I wish I could hit the "reset button" on my life as well! I think a lot of people in their twenties think this way. I'm assuming you are in your twenties... correct me if I'm wrong... I was at the bar (not the Gay Bar...lol!) with a couple of co-workers last night and we were bitching about work. Seems like it's a pretty universal thought.
And I also have no time for relationships. I haven't dated in seven years. I just DON'T CARE enough to put the energy into it. Strangeley enough, I've been having to beat the guys (and girls, on occasion...) back with a stick lately! I don't get it. I don't find myself very attractive, so I don't understand why I get hit on. Maybe I give off a "desperate" vibe? O.o Who the hell knows? I find it hilarious. laugh.gif

And such is my saving grace. I posess the ability to find humor in almost ANYTHING!!

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CT:

~~ Don't wanna go to work tomorrow.
~~ I need to get my wireless internets fixed. Couldn't pick up the network in my apt. this AM for some reason. And I hate having to dial-up...
~~ Work is a good place for screwing around on teh internets.
~~ I really SHOULD go back to school.
~~ GAY BAR!!!!

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zephyr_zealot
My THOUGHTS....

1. My cpu had gone mad these days....the effect is that I CAN'T send any message in this forum...(but now I just realize that I only can send message on this topic only...and I don't know why..)
2. My big exam is getting nearer...so....T^T....I maybe can't online too much!...(I'm gonna miss you all and this forum !) but...after the exam...I WILL online.
3. Well, that's all for now......happy.gif
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