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Quistis88

Mar 7 2007, 06:17 PM

QUOTE(Zarpia @ Mar 6 2007, 07:34 PM) [snapback]514426[/snapback]

lol, I'm glad my misfortune can make you laugh...no, really! I do like that

but specially this:

OMG . . .

QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 7 2007, 02:44 PM) [snapback]514690[/snapback]

Today sucked. That's my current thought.

Ugh, I know how you feel . . . I used to be in band and I also hate it when people don't take it seriously and hold the rest of us back in terms of progress. People are just there for the credits, not for the music. I wish that attitude could change about school band. Granted, I knew a lot of people who did take band seriously, and some of them went on to study music, even (they weren't musicians until they joined band). Don't lose heart. You'll get the recognition you deserve based on the amount of work you put into it, and if people can't see that, then they're just blind or jealous.

QUOTE(Molecular Alchemist @ Mar 7 2007, 04:46 PM) [snapback]514734[/snapback]

I cant believe how much hmwk i have to get done tonite on no sleep...and i still have 20 papers to grade...and i haveto have it all done by tomorrow.

And to make matters worse, i'm out of Tums...

Oh, eww.

I hope things get better for you, and that the papers will be easy to mark.

QUOTE(ἀρχή @ Mar 7 2007, 04:56 PM) [snapback]514737[/snapback]

Thoughts:

- I'm becoming a prolific writer at work now. Unfortunately I've been neglecting other things

- I have to help a newbie prepare a fairly large financial report set this month. I've never even done one with this many projects at once and I'm coordinating the process....This is going to turn out bad...
- As I continue in my work life, I am seeing that being able to "fake it" is far more valuable than actually being competant - I'm living proof of this statement
- I want to buy a new laptop, but I really don't want to deal with Vista. I think I'll still buy it, but actually buy a fairly high end computer rather than the standard models I get. I don't have the interest in computers to deal with switching to Linux. Unless it deals with an enterprise system, I don't care anymore. I'm mostly concerned about my Office XP working on Vista (i've heard mixed messages about whether Vista is backwards compatible with Office). I need to have my Office because I do a lot of template writing and ad hoc stuff in Access for work.
- My daughter pulled out my old Bloom County books. I've been looking them over again and am happily reminded of the good old Regan days

- I can't stand how cold it is outside. I miss the hot days of January.

I think I know what you mean about being able to "fake it" ~~I do that a lot when I'm teaching~~. And it's nice to see that your daughter touches books, unlike most children nowadays.

Current Thoughts:

- Ugh, why can't I find any MISIA downloads . . . I am sad.
- Why is it that talent is so rarely recognized in the mainstream?

- Sooooo much work to do.

ed_drink_your_milk

Mar 7 2007, 06:25 PM

QUOTE

I'm happy to report that I have not had a cup of coffee....and somehow i'm still awake and functional for the most part. Well, then again, i do have a pile of candy in front of me...and im eyeing the cake on the oven.....

XD I just had a piece of chocolate cake, and I'm hoping that will work. (Although I might need coffee as well. Feel like sharing? I'm all out.

)

To give the hospital a homey feel, they added a courtyard and they play a tape of chirping birds all the time...even at night....it's a little irritating.

So much work tonight, and I procrastinated, which didn't exactly help!

The Meat-Ploy Robber never came!!

sweety_pie

Mar 7 2007, 06:27 PM

QUOTE(ed_drink_your_milk @ Mar 7 2007, 07:25 PM) [snapback]514784[/snapback]

To give the hospital a homey feel, they added a courtyard and they play a tape of chirping birds all the time...even at night....it's a little irritating.

Wow I really am tired. I read that as horney.

ed_drink_your_milk

Mar 7 2007, 06:30 PM

QUOTE(Sweety pie)

QUOTE(ed_drink_your_milk @ Mar 7 2007 @ 07:25 PM)

To give the hospital a homey feel, they added a courtyard and they play a tape of chirping birds all the time...even at night....it's a little irritating.

Wow I really am tired. I read that as horney.

Well, they do make patients wear backless gowns....

sweety_pie

Mar 7 2007, 06:31 PM

QUOTE(ed_drink_your_milk @ Mar 7 2007, 07:30 PM) [snapback]514789[/snapback]

QUOTE(Sweety pie)

QUOTE(ed_drink_your_milk @ Mar 7 2007 @ 07:25 PM)

To give the hospital a homey feel, they added a courtyard and they play a tape of chirping birds all the time...even at night....it's a little irritating.

Wow I really am tired. I read that as horney.

Well, they do make patients wear backless gowns....

And sick people wearing black gowns makes you horney?

ed_drink_your_milk

Mar 7 2007, 06:32 PM

Backless gowns, Sweety.

sweety_pie

Mar 7 2007, 06:34 PM

QUOTE(ed_drink_your_milk @ Mar 7 2007, 07:32 PM) [snapback]514794[/snapback]

Backless gowns, Sweety.

Oh. Sorry. I am tired. I thought it said black.

Indignant Judgment

Mar 7 2007, 06:40 PM

Current Thoughts:
-My dream girl rejected me...but all is not lost, I just need to spend more time with her and she'll say yes

-I just got my @$$ handed to me in a game of Phase 10

Kenji

Mar 7 2007, 06:50 PM

QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 8 2007, 05:44 AM) [snapback]514690[/snapback]

I'm sorry. I really did type to much... Sorry! XD

There is nothing wrong to type out that much...You are just expressing out your feelings...Hope after these a kilometer

long typings will make you feel better. Today you might be depressed, but tomorrow happiness will shine on you. Have a good sleep tonight and don't think of it anymore. Whats done is done... ^.^

CT:
-Hows ed_drink_your_milk mom? Hope she is making a rapid recovery... *prays*

"Life is not perfect, but we fill it in with perfect moments"

The_sin_Envy

Mar 7 2007, 06:54 PM

current thoughts at the moment...
Why do you even bother trying to tell people secrets...
they never keep them...the people you tell are always saying " of course i won't tell!!" they give you this smile and then they go and tell people your secrets when you specifically said don't tell.
the moral of this story...don't tell people anything...it'll come back to bite you in the ass.

Envy II

Mar 7 2007, 07:01 PM

Thanks guys, but the point of that is... hard work doesn't always pay off. Beleive it or not I did work hard... and I got absolutely nothing in return.

QUOTE(Kenji @ Mar 7 2007, 07:50 PM) [snapback]514808[/snapback]

QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 8 2007, 05:44 AM) [snapback]514690[/snapback]

I'm sorry. I really did type to much... Sorry! XD

There is nothing wrong to type out that much...You are just expressing out your feelings...Hope after these a kilometer

long typings will make you feel better. Today you might be depressed, but tomorrow happiness will shine on you. Have a good sleep tonight and don't think of it anymore. Whats done is done... ^.^

Do you even know me? XD

There's no way I'll be a happy person tomorrow. I think this pretty much... killed me. I've been so depressed about this for nearly a year, I didn't need it thrown in my face again.

By the way I don't know that I'll get over it. I tend to get over things easily, but I just haven't been able to this time. It's terrible being a senior and knowing that "No, I don't have another chance." and "I tried my hardest, but it didn't do any good."

I should have never stayed in band. Yes, I love music... but the band is just so frustrating. Listening to people not being able to play their parts, plus being out of tune, plus repeating them at least 10 times in a row, is not my idea of fun. It would be better if we were progressing, but that's not the case. I should have known better, I should have known I could never get any better then to think that I might actually improve from working hard. I should have just quit last year.

Perhaps I'd be depressed then as well... but at least I wouldn't have spent so much time practicing for an audition that did no good, or wasted my time in the class itself. I was such a fool.

I just went and made me more depressed by trying for something that I knew was impossible.

Carnal Malefactor

Mar 7 2007, 07:03 PM

[chugs another beer]

Envy II

Mar 7 2007, 07:06 PM

You know what, I wish you'd stop with this joking stuff.

I am not in the mood for such things today. Of course you probably don't care, but yeah, I'm in a terrible mood. More pissed of then depressed. o_O

Carnal Malefactor

Mar 7 2007, 07:07 PM

I should inform you that I really am drinking a beer every time you post something incredibly depressing.

My liver's waving a white flag over here.

Envy II

Mar 7 2007, 07:10 PM

I don't believe that.

The_sin_Envy

Mar 7 2007, 07:10 PM

QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 7 2007, 08:03 PM) [snapback]514816[/snapback]

[chugs another beer]

Mind if i join in?? XD

Kenji

Mar 7 2007, 07:15 PM

@Saxaphonist Can I call you Sax like everyone else?

and I forgot a point too..

*hugs*

You can reject it since you doesn't know me... XD

Carnal Malefactor

Mar 7 2007, 07:19 PM

QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 7 2007, 09:10 PM) [snapback]514821[/snapback]

I don't believe that.

Will you believe it when I die of liver cirrhosis at the tender age of 24?

Envy II

Mar 7 2007, 07:25 PM

QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 7 2007, 08:19 PM) [snapback]514829[/snapback]

QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 7 2007, 09:10 PM) [snapback]514821[/snapback]

I don't believe that.

Will you believe it when I die of liver cirrhosis at the tender age of 24?

The fact of the matter is it's not going to happen.

If it's true, exactly why are you doing it? You have to realize that my depression's not going to go away.

BTW:

CT:
-I have some homework to do... lol. I should be doing it.
-I...don't... have a headache! O_O Of course that doesn't mean I feel good.
-I am still quite pissed off... and probably will be for quite a while. It was just to much like a revival of how terrible I felt in May...

Nepharski

Mar 7 2007, 07:26 PM

Look at the bright side, you could have always been something worse.

If it was per stupidity, you'd have already been cold and in the ground.

Carnal Malefactor

Mar 7 2007, 07:26 PM

QUOTE(The_sin_Envy @ Mar 7 2007, 09:10 PM) [snapback]514822[/snapback]

QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 7 2007, 08:03 PM) [snapback]514816[/snapback]

[chugs another beer]

Mind if i join in?? XD

You're underage, so yes, I do mind.

The_sin_Envy

Mar 7 2007, 07:26 PM

Aww...man...damn it

Molecular Alchemist

Mar 7 2007, 08:40 PM

QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 7 2007, 07:26 PM) [snapback]514839[/snapback]

QUOTE(The_sin_Envy @ Mar 7 2007, 09:10 PM) [snapback]514822[/snapback]

QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 7 2007, 08:03 PM) [snapback]514816[/snapback]

[chugs another beer]

Mind if i join in?? XD

You're underage, so yes, I do mind.

I can join though!! WOOT! *dances with beer*

Woot, it's going on 40 hours now....hmm...maybe i should wait to write my paper tomorrow or something. I did manage to grade 2 weeks worth of lab reports and quizes for my class, and i did almost all of the questions that are due tomorrow for class...the rest i can do tomorrow before class, i think (it should be easier when i can actually make sense of what im reading)

Yeah....that's it...i'm goin to bed...finally

nite nite all

Kenji

Mar 7 2007, 10:37 PM

It is actually different day between me and you guys there.... and I am 1day later than you guys...

Here, is Thursday, March 8th but in the States[where the forum is based] is actually still Wednesday, March 7th
Lol... I never thought the timeline difference will be so great...

Nevertheless... Happy Birthday Nepharski... Yes...its your birthday today at my country!!

alchemist x

Mar 7 2007, 11:03 PM

I'm bored and lonely, its 12am and I'm sitting here lurking dA and the forums here listening to
final fantasy 7 music with nobody to talk to..... maybe I should get a life... oh well ill just drink the
depression away, *stares at 2L of Dr. Pepper* XD
Anywho imma go clean my apartment and then hook up my playstation and play some ff7 for
old times sake

EDIT: *i just realized thanks to bacon now im paranoid about my siggy getting chainged XD*

Naivete

Mar 7 2007, 11:49 PM

Meh, I really hate this weather... so warm and sticky and not sunny... T__T Why can't it just be only sunny or only rainy? Guh, warm weather is so horrible!

CT:
- still sleepy
- somehow can't be bothered reading the rest of the Penny threads
- I'm getting Photoshop! Whoot for line-arting!!!

- I'm getting better and better at procrastinating

- I feel sore for some reason

[/whinging

]

alchemist x

Mar 8 2007, 12:29 AM

oh my god... looking at all the comments on the images in the gallery.......
makes me wanna choke on the air i breathe =_=

Naivete

Mar 8 2007, 01:15 AM

@Alch.: Which part of the gallery are you reffering to? Every comment I've seen looks fine so far..
CT:
- It doesn't seem like people don't go online much when it's night time here...

- I shouldn't use "..." so often... [/hypocrite]
- God bless air-con

alchemist x

Mar 8 2007, 01:20 AM

.... i mean the obsessive fan boy/girl stuff XD its to silly to handle >P

Nepharski

Mar 8 2007, 01:39 AM

QUOTE(Kenji @ Mar 7 2007, 09:37 PM) [snapback]514908[/snapback]

Yes, I'll bet they say that in a lot of countries. 'Cept where I'm banned.

Thanks.

Chiyo

Mar 8 2007, 02:59 AM

Its scary the amount of you moaning about your lives when you don't realise how good you've got it. I've suffered clinical depression for years (yes my Dr confirms it) but you don't hear me moaning on. Get a grip you miserable lot. You only live once.

CT:

-To delete or not to delete, that is the question. Course I'd be deleteing for the fact its a crappy cosplay, but I have to come up with another excuse for their 'benefit'. Image quality is the winner so far.

- Off to see the family for a few days tomorrow, and to celebrate Mothers Day a week early.

And Happy 19th Neph

alchemist x

Mar 8 2007, 03:16 AM

Whoop whoop for chi.

yeah common cheer up. =\ i consider myself lucky for what i have and it pays off in the end.
just be positive. even if it seems there isn't much to be positive about, for instance..

i live in a one bedroom apartment with my middle aged father who has one foot and
suffered from a stroke last year and hasn't fully recovered and was jobless for a long time
due to surgery on his stump "absent foot" so we pretty much had not much food or whatever

*still had internet* internet compensates for food for the both of us. =\ plus my dad has
to pay child support ;_; my dad is one unlucky chap,

thats why i live with him though
because i can help around as much as possible to make things for him easier. =\ though
when i go "insane" and move back into my moms house i supposedly make them miserable,
or at least i think so, they say otherwise, but when i piss them off really bad my mom goes insane
and tries to commit suicide... you know how sucky it is when a 15 year old son has to try to keep
his mother from committing suicide? it SUCKS and then i get in fists fights with my step dad,
which i probably instigate and all

but he doesn't have to fight me (my fault i throw the first punch)
but like........ as long as i stay positive my life tends to be a hella lot better like right now
my dad got a job so we have a little more money and we can pay our own bills

and i get to
help him a lot around the house because its so hard for him and i LOVE cleaning so it works out there
and i get internet for my good deeds XD it makes up for never having allowance in my life time
i don't mind though. and i have the most amazing girlfriend and now that im at my dads

free long
distance ... (yes i am a loser and have an internet girlfriend but

hey im happy with it)
You see though, i dont know if what i have is depression but like ..... it feels bad, however doing all this stuff
and staying positive makes my life good.

sitting here 4:14 in the morning listening to ffvii music and
drinking dr pepper

life is good if you think it is

yeah i know it may seem like I'm complaining but I'm not because i have a good life

and there isnt
anything i would do to change it...... cept if i could grow a beard XD

I shalt now try to go to bed

ta ta and remember THINK YOUR LIFE IS GOOD AND IT SHALL BE!!!!

[whisper]whats sad is that nobody will even read this XD[/whisper]

Tombow

Mar 8 2007, 06:20 AM

Ha, I need to catch up more pages again... Been busy.
Anyway, just coming in to say ..
Happy Birthday, Nepharski!!

CodenameElizabeth

Mar 8 2007, 08:40 AM

::Joins in and buys shots for Void::

Chiyo: YOUR SIMLEY PWNS ME!!! XD
Where the hell did you find that?!?

Saxophonist: As a veteran of the performing arts myself, I understand the feeling that one gets after a "failed" audition. I've had many of them during my theatrical career. (Yep, I'm mainly theatre and vocal music, but I'm sure it goes for instrumental musicians too...) It's NOT FUN. For real. I cried-- definitely, but then I got my sh!t together for the next audition. You really have to "kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince." The performing arts are BRUTAL. I feel your pain.

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CT:

~~ Should I find it disturbing that I spent 2 hours last night surfing Pro-Ana sites for recomendations of "1000-calorie-or less" diets? O.o

~~ On the up-side, some of those sites DO have valid nutritional information. Like if you don't eat enough, you WILL get tummy-bloat... and get intense cravings for bizarre things. (Like Peanut Butter Burgers...)

~~ I'm absolutely fantasizing about a Bukowski's Peanut Butter Burger right now. Damn.

~~ Ouran Host Club is CRACKTASTIC. I can't believe I like this series. I usually HATE school-based anime.

~~ My FMA Dress Uniform should be ready by April. w00t. I've been wanting this outfit ever since I got my original one...
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Zarpia

Mar 8 2007, 09:57 AM

Happy Birthday Nepha!!

I end up ordering 7 manga books online ~~all yaoi of course~~

Roy the Flame Alchemist 71

Mar 8 2007, 12:03 PM

okay if a co-worker who is pretty hot ask you if you would like to join her at a club..do you take it as a date or just hanging out..and then later in the week you find out she wants to take you a gay club..which i have no problem with..what message is she sending...

CodenameElizabeth

Mar 8 2007, 12:13 PM

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OOH. This is an interesting post!!

Okay. So while I would not take one night of hanging out at a club as a "date" necessarily, I would also not jump to conclusions about her sexual preference just because she wanst to hang out at a Gay Club.

Trust me-- GAY CLUBS ARE FUN! I know a lot fo straight women who go to Gay clubs to hang out. (Ignore the fact that I'm one on the biggest fag-hags on the planet...) It is typical of women in their twenties to hang at gay clubs to have fun without worrying about some scumbag guy hitting on them.

So, my opinion, is go to the gay club!
As long as you have a chick on your arm, you should be okay.

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CT:

~~ I HATE DRAMA. However, I always seem to find myself in the middle of it.

~~ Roy actually looks kind of hot in Roy the Flame Alchemist 71's sig.
(Geebuz. I've been cosplaying Riza for too long...)

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edsgirl

Mar 8 2007, 01:15 PM

QUOTE(Zarpia @ Mar 8 2007, 11:57 AM) [snapback]515118[/snapback]

Happy Birthday Nepha!!

I end up ordering 7 manga books online ~~all yaoi of course~~

What'd you buy? Hopefully not one that starts with the name of a very bright and cheery color

QUOTE(Codename @ Mar 8 2007, 02:13 PM)

Trust me-- GAY CLUBS ARE FUN! I know a lot fo straight women who go to Gay clubs to hang out. (Ignore the fact that I'm one on the biggest fag-hags on the planet...) It is typical of women in their twenties to hang at gay clubs to have fun without worrying about some scumbag guy hitting on them.

I have to agree with that. I have more fun at gay clubs than any other kind of club. It's a nice feeling to go into a club and know you don't have to worry about being hit on by a bunch of drunks who think they're god's gift. I've taken my fiancé to a couple and he's enjoyed himself. Go!!

Carnal Malefactor

Mar 8 2007, 01:27 PM

That reminds me of this happy little ditty

CodenameElizabeth

Mar 8 2007, 01:40 PM

QUOTE

That reminds me of this happy little ditty

Void, I f**king LOVE THAT SONG!!!
Haven't heard it in AGES.

Carnal Malefactor

Mar 8 2007, 01:43 PM

Did you last hear it... at the gay bar?

[sorry, that was bad. I'll bugger off now]

edsgirl

Mar 8 2007, 02:01 PM

QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 8 2007, 03:27 PM) [snapback]515175[/snapback]

That reminds me of this happy little ditty

nice!

I have one of those Viking Kitty t-shirts that a friend of mine in GB sent me.

QUOTE(Abstruse Eulogy @ Mar 8 2007, 03:43 PM)

Did you last hear it... at the gay bar?

[sorry, that was bad. I'll bugger off now]

Thoughts:
-I think my finger is infected.

It has a huge lump on the side of it and it's starting to turn green. I just want open it up myself, but Susu is freaking out. He's such a chick sometimes. Well, I think I wanna see what's inside that lump

Naivete

Mar 8 2007, 02:28 PM

@edsgirl: Ooh, that finger doesn't sound so good ~~maybe the green thing is fungus~~
@Chiyo: Do I really sound like I'm moaning about my life?

I actually appreciate what I have since I know there are so many people out there who are far worse off than me. I feel really lucky that I have so much in comparison to others.

CT:
- *blank*

Envy II

Mar 8 2007, 02:49 PM

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Saxophonist: As a veteran of the performing arts myself, I understand the feeling that one gets after a "failed" audition. I've had many of them during my theatrical career. (Yep, I'm mainly theatre and vocal music, but I'm sure it goes for instrumental musicians too...) It's NOT FUN. For real. I cried-- definitely, but then I got my sh!t together for the next audition. You really have to "kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince." The performing arts are BRUTAL. I feel your pain.

The problem is... it wasn't one of my "bad auditions" it was my best. I practiced and practiced and practiced and practiced for it and even my private lessons instructor said it showed... but I guess they where wrong. I guess I was wrong.

and I don't want to hear about how perfect my life is. No. It isn't. I may have a house... but so what? I feel for those who don't, but it doesn't make my life great. That doesn't give me much to be happy about.

Besides I'm not going to act happy. I've tried that. It doesn't make things any better. In fact it just means that I'm putting on a persona and hiding my true self. When I hide my true self I'm in more pain.

CT:
-The guy apologized to me today. I was pretty surprised. Usually he's not that kind of person, and I thought he would have found it funny that I threw his milk away, but I guess he realized that it did offend me, and that I did try hard for it. I'm just surprised, he didn't sound happy today. I guess I depressed him. (a common occurance to others.)
-My bassoon teacher gave my mom and I some tickets to go see her and an orchestra perform tonight. I'm pretty excited.
-Nothing else of significance is on my mind.

Adsij

Mar 8 2007, 03:02 PM

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Wow! Someone thinking like me. This is great.

Migchao

Mar 8 2007, 03:16 PM

Oh no, four messages all from February. Naughty me for not answering them sooner.

There are these girls in my school who annoy practically everybody and are scared of me, probably because the teacher doesn't think of me as irritating. The girls start shrieking when they see me, and go ninja on me when I even poke them. One of the girls started annoying me, so I reached out to poke her to get her away. She freaked out, and jumped off the bleachers. I followed after her, and I started chasing her, trying to grab her; she was screaming the entire time. So, she jumped on the bleachers to get away from me and narrowly avoided jumping on my language arts teacher.

Now, the teacher wants me near her because I act as a repellent to them, and they annoy her A LOT.

I'm going to see a "Pirates of the Caribbean: Treasure Island" play at my school. I want to see the sword fights, and the guy I like is going to be in the play too, so I want to go (and see him in his pirate costume!) Also, I get extra credit in language arts for merely going.

I mentioned getting my essay on puss caterpillars published in a book, right? Yeah, well, it arrived! It's a nice, hardcover book, and the essays are nice; I found my best friend in it too. I feel happy. I entered in July's contest, I want to see if mine is a winner again.

I got Full Moon O Sagashite volume 4, the story is really turning into a drama-fest.

What I find strange is that I got a "C" in language arts, however, I got 90-100%'s on written papers and 70-80%'s on tests and quizzes. And I wish my math teacher would stay on a lesson for two days instead of one, I'm terrible at math, and most of the grades are F-C. She's using a new strategy now, but the lessons feel shorter and a little bit harder to understand.

asunder

Mar 8 2007, 04:33 PM

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and I don't want to hear about how perfect my life is. No. It isn't. I may have a house... but so what? I feel for those who don't, but it doesn't make my life great. That doesn't give me much to be happy about.

Besides I'm not going to act happy. I've tried that. It doesn't make things any better. In fact it just means that I'm putting on a persona and hiding my true self. When I hide my true self I'm in more pain.

Life has its ups and its downs...we all go through that. Most of us have exprienced both sides of the spectrum to know that if life isn't good for you right now, it'll eventually get better. I don't want to trivialize your pain.... But if you still have your health and your family/friends then everything else is pretty much secondary/inconsequential.

Carnal Malefactor

Mar 8 2007, 04:40 PM

Rainy, maybe you should go see a dermatologist, or something...

Envy II

Mar 8 2007, 04:41 PM

QUOTE(asunder @ Mar 8 2007, 05:33 PM) [snapback]515243[/snapback]

QUOTE(Saxophonist @ Mar 8 2007, 05:49 PM) [snapback]515204[/snapback]

That's what they all say... but did you ever stop to think that maybe that's wrong.

The world is cruel. Things don't always get better for everyone.

ed_drink_your_milk

Mar 8 2007, 04:48 PM

Saxophonist-I know this may sound rude, but from your posts that I've read, it really comes down to the old "glass half empty/glass half full" and my friend, you are a glass half empty person. Instead of wasting energy dwelling on the bad, spend it doing something you like, or even just thinking about something, anything, good about your life. And don't tell me you can't think of anything good because everyone has something, and if you don't think you do, then spend your energy finding it!

CT:
-Thursday...hm....
-I got an apple pie today!
-My brother spontaneously decided that I am the 'global ruler of the consistency of cottage cheese'.

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