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QUOTE(Toby-Chan @ Aug 29 2006, 05:53 PM) [snapback]438691[/snapback]
Vincent in Panties! (Warning, this picture is not completely worksafe or brainsafe.)And Real's all like, "Howz dat, b*tch!"
Thanks for adding to my headache.
You didn't have to click it.
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Very nice! You've really improved, Toby
I haven't seen that anime yet. It would probably be a lot more amusing if I have. x3
Hooray for improving! (I think the feet still need work. I suck at feet.)
It may or may not be funnier if you see it, but as has already been professed, EP is near impossible to get a hold of. I will still be happy when the dvds come out. (If only I had surround, I bet that would be awesome.)
As has already been stated, I've felt a little off the past couple days. Not totally down, but not especially excitable or affected by things. Granted, it's been a very uneventful time, just childcare and housework and the like, but still, it's a little weird at some points at which I know I should be really irritated and fed up and I'm just... not.
Reminds me of that one comedian, forget her name- "My sister just went on Zoloft, which is, like, Prozac Lite, and nothing fazes her anymore. I'd go up to her and be like, 'hey, your son's on fire', and she'll just smile and go 'oh well that's his issue; I don't wanna smother him.'"
Except no zoloft in this case. (even a little irony in the situation on that note, but I won't expand on that.)
But then tonight I went through a really weird bundle of nerves where I was getting really irritated and pissed off with ridiculously little things, and then brought up a bunch of issues that shouldn't make me upset, but did anyway, and then just started crying for no good reason. I'm such a mess.
The worst part about these kinds of spells, is that I'm still there, and sane in some part of my brain, and I can repeat to myself over and over "this is really stupid, don't get worked up. You're just feeling wacky. It's dumb." and I'll still go nuts. Which sucks. It's not the 'be emotional in the moment and hate yourself for it later scenario'. It's a 'Really nuts in the moment, and also half sane and hating yourself for it in the same moment' scenario.
This sounds really emo and crap. Sorry. It's not, really. I'm pretty levelheaded at this time, just trying to explain what I've been feeling in the most frank manner I can think of. I don't hate myself (right now); just frustrated and bewildered by my own behavior.
-I consumed four different chocolate products today, in varying quantities. I feel like a little more...