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alchemist x
Two more daystill what?
Toby-Chan
QUOTE(Quistis88 @ Jun 8 2006, 12:19 AM) [snapback]408172[/snapback]

QUOTE(Void @ Jun 7 2006, 10:35 PM) [snapback]408076[/snapback]
By the way, you've never mentioned what your plans are now that you've graduated...

Why does it sound like Bacon wants to put himself in Toby's pants plans? tongue.gif



laugh.gif

I would love nothing more than to marry another unemployed graduate so we can search for jobs together!

I don't have concrete plans. Mostly working with my mother at her boutique, and taking some classes at a nearby community college or at the literary center for writing.

What I would really love to be doing would be some spiritual searching, (And I made a superbly long post about this philosophy a long time ago, but I clicked, and the forums went down. dry.gif You can imagine my thrill.) mostly through the way of volunteering and doing other humanitarian work. I want to help people, and I think that doing something selfless, or at least mostly selfless, can help me figure out more of what I want from life.
Envy's lil' miniskirt
QUOTE(Alchey X @ Jun 8 2006, 09:44 AM) [snapback]408363[/snapback]

Two more daystill what?

Of this job.

I was going to do the big announcement after my "audition" saturday. Well I still am.
Toby-Chan
>:C

Fanfiction.net suspended my account until the 12th. I can't put anything new up.

Just when I was feeling un-lazy enough to update. &#*@!
ScarMySoul
QUOTE(Alchey X @ Jun 8 2006, 09:42 AM) [snapback]408360[/snapback]

"what is staroids"
"it makes your pee pee small"
"oh it must be in macaroni"
XD bench warmers


laugh.gif
Zarpia
QUOTE(Alchey X @ Jun 8 2006, 11:31 AM) [snapback]408356[/snapback]

..... happy.gif you avy still scares me XD
Stop it >.< or they will take it down like las time tongue.gif just joking^^


-I think I'm having chinese today!!!
-I love that new place!
-All the waitress keep looking at us for laugh a lot XD


Mini - so what you gonna do next?? sorry i haven't read anyones thoughts lately

Alchey X - why is it "Hamtarto" and not "Hamtaro"??
Envy's lil' miniskirt
I'll make the big announcement after I'm absolutely positive I got the job. biggrin.gif
sweety_pie
Zarpia I was wondering that same thing, about Alchemy X siggie.
Toby-Chan
I love my big sister. Always have. But she's changed so much for the better recently.
Envy's lil' miniskirt
I'm stuck on slow and stupid today. wacko.gif
Popogeejo
QUOTE(Envy's lil' miniskirt @ Jun 8 2006, 06:56 PM) [snapback]408431[/snapback]

I'm stuck on slow and stupid today. wacko.gif


Welcome to my world.

EDIT

I want to try this so much.
phoenix dying
I have a little something to confess here:

Last night myself and seven other people pulled off part of the senior prank at school last night. It involved tie-wrapping all the lockers closed and using vaseline on the door knobs, stairway rails, water fountaing, payphone, and eventually the outside doors. So this went down about 10pm last night and we had to 'enter through' a window rolleyes.gif We got the entire highschool, we almost got cought by the janators twice, the second time we booked out. It was mad fun and vaseline is mad nasty. So today the principle flipped shit, which made it even more funny. He has no clue who did it, he practually interrogated the senior class. But if he does find out we are in deep shit.
Zarpia
^laugh.gif OMG! I hope they don't find out. I wish I could have done something like that in high school, all we did was yell at a teacher "You stupid old son of a b*tch", well my cousin did, then he turn around and we were laughing, so he told the principal, and my cousin told her that she was yelling that at a friend that worked at the cafeteria, wish they ask our friend and he said yes, so no big deal, but the teacher wasn't convince at all. we didn't got in much trouble.
kojirou
What I'm thinkin right now is what's gonna happen to me this coming semester. I'll be going back to college later today. I totally screwed up during the previous semester, and I promised myself that the past semester should be the worst semester of my life, and that would be the last time that I would screw up that much.

I'm also thinking about how to avoid the things that keep me from doing what I ought to be doing, like too much partying and jamming with friends instead of trying to research on projects and stuff. I've only got three more years left out of my five year course, all of which I should use to clear up my past failures.

I think too seriously when I don't get sleep. By the way, it's 4 a.m in my country.
Sharingan Serpent
Current Thoughts Update

I just realised that the guy who saled me my manga books and just got fired was a Sexual Pedafire... sad.gif creepy he seemed so nice...

I'm terrified now...

I don't want to go out on the house on my own anymore...
Carnal Malefactor
QUOTE(Greeneyes Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 04:17 PM) [snapback]408480[/snapback]
Sexual Pedafire... sad.gif

...a what? blink.gif
Sharingan Serpent
You know like a Sexual Offender who hunts little boys and girls younger than you... sad.gif I'm scared...
Carnal Malefactor
QUOTE(Greeneyes Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 04:20 PM) [snapback]408485[/snapback]

You know like a Sexual Offender who hunts little boys and girls younger than you... sad.gif I'm scared...

Oh, a p-e-d-o-p-h-i-l-e... I don't think you have anything to worry about. rolleyes.gif
Popogeejo
QUOTE
I'm terrified now...

I don't want to go out on the house on my own anymore...


Yay! Give into the statisicly unprobable fears.
Sharingan Serpent
Not just that but a guy gave me his e-mail address...I don't really think I should send a message... unsure.gif
Popogeejo
Clever girl.
Carnal Malefactor
QUOTE(Greeneyes Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 04:22 PM) [snapback]408490[/snapback]

Not just that but a guy gave me his e-mail address...I don't really think I should send a message... unsure.gif

GEE, YA THINK!? rolleyes.gif
Sharingan Serpent
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QUOTE(Void @ Jun 8 2006, 01:25 PM) [snapback]408492[/snapback]

QUOTE(Greeneyes Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 04:22 PM) [snapback]408490[/snapback]

Not just that but a guy gave me his e-mail address...I don't really think I should send a message... unsure.gif

GEE, YA THINK!? rolleyes.gif


What? I'm not going to do it... sad.gif I'm going to take a break now...still a bit shocked
Ailuro
I wouldn't be shocked. Nor would I be freaked and scared to leave my home. huh.gif

How about this, if you're so scared, just have a buddy go with you to places.
Carnal Malefactor
QUOTE(Ailuro @ Jun 8 2006, 06:29 PM) [snapback]408536[/snapback]

I wouldn't be shocked. Nor would I be freaked and scared to leave my home. huh.gif

How about this, if you're so scared, just have a buddy go with you to places.

Remember with whom you're dealing.
asunder
QUOTE(Void @ Jun 8 2006, 04:18 PM) [snapback]408484[/snapback]

QUOTE(Greeneyes Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 04:17 PM) [snapback]408480[/snapback]
Sexual Pedafire... sad.gif

...a what? blink.gif

My first thought was a person who sexually abuses a child and afterwords lights them on fire....
Toby-Chan
And 3 2 1... I hate myself again today. dry.gif

I hate myself even more for being so predictable and hating myself.

I hate myself even more because only retarded emo kids hate themselves, therefore I am a retarded emo kid, so I might as well just die.

I hate myself because I'm so worked up and self loathing over such a small thing and can't vent against anyone else, therfore project all my anger against myself. Only an idiot would become so dramatic over such a small thing. I hate idiots like that. Thus I hate myself even more.

I hate myself especially because I'm talking about this over the internet with my internet 'friends'. Only a real loser would be such a whiny emo attention whore who shares her hurt with the world. If I were 'really' having problems, and was truly ashamed of them I would keep them locked inside.

I fail at emo. I can't even be depressed properly.

Down the street and not across the block. dry.gif...
Migchao
QUOTE(Greeneyes Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 01:22 PM) [snapback]408490[/snapback]

Not just that but a guy gave me his e-mail address...I don't really think I should send a message... unsure.gif

DON'T. Get your parents or call the police. If he's already in jail, you shouldn't worry about it, but if he's not, trust your instincts. Go with someone you trust a lot or something.

If he sent you his email address, DO NOT give a message back. Never respond to a pedophile's emails or anything. I have my own experience before on a site I used to go on but I forgot what it was called. It's sad to see that someone who would give you something is a child molester or something but it is best to not have further contact with them. If he knows your address, you have something to worry about but I doubt that he would molest a teenager (I think they mostly rape) or go to a house to molest somebody.
Zarpia
QUOTE(asu @ Jun 8 2006, 05:54 PM) [snapback]408549[/snapback]

QUOTE(Void @ Jun 8 2006, 04:18 PM) [snapback]408484[/snapback]

QUOTE(Greeneyes Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 04:17 PM) [snapback]408480[/snapback]
Sexual Pedafire... sad.gif

...a what? blink.gif

My first thought was a person who sexually abuses a child and afterwords lights them on fire....

laugh.gif laugh.gif laugh.gif




-Talking to 5 people over msn O.O....
Envy's lil' miniskirt
Did somebody molester you? huh.gif
asunder

If he only gave an email address .... there's no reason to call the police ... something tells me that kitty is very overreactive in real life. -__-

1) Is there proof he's a pedophile?
2) If yes, what crime did he commit?

QUOTE(kittygirl @ Jun 8 2006, 07:11 PM) [snapback]408560[/snapback]

but I doubt that he would molest a teenager (I think they mostly rape) or go to a house to molest somebody.



3) Why does kitty think she knows anything about child sexual abuse -____-
Carnal Malefactor
QUOTE(Envy's lil' miniskirt @ Jun 8 2006, 07:14 PM) [snapback]408562[/snapback]

Did somebody molester you? huh.gif

Even pedophiles have a 'no fat chicks' policy.
Quistis88
Bacon, you meanie. laugh.gif

Current Thoughts:

- Class today was AWESOME. Interested parties should go read Robert Browning's "Porphyria's Lover".
- Discussions were amazing, and I contributed a lot to it. I feel productive and successful. smile.gif
- Saw my friend's mother on campus today. She was looking for the gymnasium because said friend's brother is graduating today. I took her to the gym and we had a nice little chat on the way there.
- Came home, no one was home, ate lunch, and did some recording. ohmy.gif
asunder
QUOTE(Toby-Chan @ Jun 8 2006, 07:11 PM) [snapback]408559[/snapback]

And 3 2 1... I hate myself again today. dry.gif

I hate myself even more for being so predictable and hating myself.

I hate myself even more because only retarded emo kids hate themselves, therefore I am a retarded emo kid, so I might as well just die.

I hate myself because I'm so worked up and self loathing over such a small thing and can't vent against anyone else, therfore project all my anger against myself. Only an idiot would become so dramatic over such a small thing. I hate idiots like that. Thus I hate myself even more.

I hate myself especially because I'm talking about this over the internet with my internet 'friends'. Only a real loser would be such a whiny emo attention whore who shares her hurt with the world. If I were 'really' having problems, and was truly ashamed of them I would keep them locked inside.

I fail at emo. I can't even be depressed properly.

Down the street and not across the block. dry.gif...

haha don't worry it's a good thing you fail at the emo biggrin.gif
and why bother projecting your anger on yourself. You have these forums to do that, it's healthy and cathartic. Life's all a matter of perspective, keep your priorities straight and let the small things slide. There's enough to "emo" about without having to rage over the little things.
Popogeejo
QUOTE
I doubt that he would molest a teenager (I think they mostly rape) or go to a house to molest somebody.


Isn't molesting and raping basicly the same thing?
asunder
QUOTE(popogeejo @ Jun 8 2006, 07:30 PM) [snapback]408571[/snapback]

QUOTE
I doubt that he would molest a teenager (I think they mostly rape) or go to a house to molest somebody.


Isn't molesting and raping basicly the same thing?


fondling and groping can be considered molesting...last time i checked that's not rape....

edit:

speaking of which

QUOTE

[22:44] * asu kills a paladin``
[22:47] * paladin`` molests an asu


oh and i'm wondering if "line art" will appear on the forums and end the previous arc of forum drama...
Envy's lil' miniskirt
Asu
Is this you?
paladinrides@yahoo.com
asunder
QUOTE(Envy's lil' miniskirt @ Jun 8 2006, 07:49 PM) [snapback]408580[/snapback]

Asu
Is this you?
paladinrides@yahoo.com

haha nope.....some other good abuses of bryantq and paladin can be found here: http://anbudom.net/forum/index.php?showtopic=2089 >_>
MasterKris
- I'm too addicted to anime, Gintama, right now... for some reason.. even though it's been like, forever I known it...
- CELEBRATION TOMORROW AT SCHOOL! WHOOT! NO CLASSES, HOMEWORK DUE, TESTS, ETC.
- That curry I ate was very good....
- I feel tired...
Toby-Chan
I'm a rotten person.

I'm a spoiled middle class suburban white kid, with trivial hobbies, a healthy dose of ignorance, lots of privelege and talent and no motion to use it to make the world a better place. I'm freaking useless. I don't deserve to have a beautiful home and a loving family and good food and opportunities for education as I do. Not when 90% of the world is living in worse off conditions and making the most of it. I don't deserve to be pretty when I can't be proud of it without any guilt when so many other people have such horrible body image issues. Sure it feels nice to be called cute by people, especially those I like and care about, but in the end, what's the point? It's just vain and shallow.

I waste my art skills on making superficial 'pretty' pictures, and I dump my time and effort into writing fanfiction and silly comedy stories or fantasy epics, because I think it's fun. I don't deserve to be doing all this stuff carelessly when there are people dying of starvation in other countries; when there are people who would kill just to have a chance at taking a few classes at a good school; Children younger than myself who can't afford to play games or live in fantasy worlds because they have to grow up and face their harsh realities. What the hell right do I have to just waste the privelege I've been blessed with on such trivial pastimes as I do?

I can't even do anything about it, though, and that pisses me off the most. I can't even join the goddamn Peace Corps to relieve a little bit of my guilt because I'd need a college degree and a whole lot more money in order to do that.

What can I do? I'm just holed up in my tiny little world, and I don't even know where to start trying to make my life meaningful.
Molecular Alchemist
YAY...all my reactions failed AGAIN mellow.gif This is gonna be the best poster ever..its gonna be blank..hahaha..ha..ha. Well, im laughing now....i have a meeting with my advisor tomorrow...something tells me that i wont be laughing very much after that.

Current thoughts:
-I feel depressed for no good reason...and its making me lethargic sad.gif
-I wanna go shopping, but having no job kinda puts a damper on such things. Speaking of jobs...Mini, I hope that all goes well for you with your employment pursuits biggrin.gif
-Maybe i'll just go to bed and hope that tomorrow will be better....but its early and i just ate dinner...hmm

EDIT:
OMG...i spy Goldfish in the thread ohmy.gif *waves*
AlphonseRules


huh.gif Feeling sorry for yourself because you have a good life? That's a new low.
Carnal Malefactor
QUOTE(Toby-Chan @ Jun 8 2006, 08:17 PM) [snapback]408603[/snapback]

I'm a rotten person.

I'm a spoiled middle class suburban white kid, with trivial hobbies, a healthy dose of ignorance, lots of privelege and talent and no motion to use it to make the world a better place. I'm freaking useless. I don't deserve to have a beautiful home and a loving family and good food and opportunities for education as I do. Not when 90% of the world is living in worse off conditions and making the most of it. I don't deserve to be pretty when I can't be proud of it without any guilt when so many other people have such horrible body image issues. Sure it feels nice to be called cute by people, especially those I like and care about, but in the end, what's the point? It's just vain and shallow.

I waste my art skills on making superficial 'pretty' pictures, and I dump my time and effort into writing fanfiction and silly comedy stories or fantasy epics, because I think it's fun. I don't deserve to be doing all this stuff carelessly when there are people dying of starvation in other countries; when there are people who would kill just to have a chance at taking a few classes at a good school; Children younger than myself who can't afford to play games or live in fantasy worlds because they have to grow up and face their harsh realities. What the hell right do I have to just waste the privelege I've been blessed with on such trivial pastimes as I do?

I can't even do anything about it, though, and that pisses me off the most. I can't even join the goddamn Peace Corps to relieve a little bit of my guilt because I'd need a college degree and a whole lot more money in order to do that.

What can I do? I'm just holed up in my tiny little world, and I don't even know where to start trying to make my life meaningful.

We all get that feeling occasionally, Tobes. You can't change the surroundings into which you were born. Best idea is just to try your best to make as much of your situation as possible.
Zarpia
msn messenger is mad today, I can get in, sorry to the people I was chating with sad.gif
Fayth Prophecy
QUOTE(Zarpia @ Jun 8 2006, 06:48 PM) [snapback]408635[/snapback]

msn messenger is mad today, I can get in, sorry to the people I was chating with sad.gif

MSN is evil^^ It happens to us all.

Well, I can say that summer officially sucks and getting a job also sucks.
seventh_sky
*randomly wanders in*

Online games are fun, aren't they? *is addicted to a space-shooter game*

Summer break makes me happy, but my stalkee is at the beach *sighs*

I use asterisks a lot when I post >_>
Envy's lil' miniskirt
Thanks Mo'. smile.gif

QUOTE(asu @ Jun 8 2006, 04:52 PM) [snapback]408581[/snapback]

haha nope.....some other good abuses of bryantq and paladin can be found here: http://anbudom.net/forum/index.php?showtopic=2089 >_>

I want to steal Cold-NiTes sig for this forum. tongue.gif

So, you may remember the one pic our little plagerist signed? A pic in the gallery just came in with the same sig and it was uploaded by another member. Hmmmmmmmm.
Quistis88
QUOTE(Toby-Chan @ Jun 8 2006, 06:17 PM) [snapback]408603[/snapback]
What can I do? I'm just holed up in my tiny little world, and I don't even know where to start trying to make my life meaningful.

Toby, you should not feel that bad. You cannot control where you are born and what you are born into, therefore, none of this can really be your fault. If it helps your guilt any, just help out wherever you can with random acts of kindness, even something as simple as helping an old lady carry her groceries. Maybe you could volunteer at charity fundraisers and the like.

QUOTE(Molecular Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 06:24 PM) [snapback]408611[/snapback]
-I wanna go shopping, but having no job kinda puts a damper on such things. Speaking of jobs...Mini, I hope that all goes well for you with your employment pursuits biggrin.gif

I hope things go well for both of you. smile.gif

QUOTE(Molecular Alchemist @ Jun 8 2006, 06:24 PM) [snapback]408611[/snapback]
OMG...i spy Goldfish in the thread ohmy.gif *waves*

That crazy lurker should just post already. tongue.gif It makes it feel like he's stalking us all.

Current Thoughts:

- I like this rainy weather, but only when I am indoors.
- Just came out of a shower. I feel refreshed.
- Dinner time now, I suppose. What to eat . . .
- And I am thankful for all the blessings in my life. smile.gif
Toby-Chan
QUOTE(AlphonseRules @ Jun 8 2006, 05:35 PM) [snapback]408620[/snapback]

huh.gif Feeling sorry for yourself because you have a good life? That's a new low.


You know... that's the worst part about it. I don't deserve to be pitied, least of all by myself, so like said before, that makes me dislike my depression even more. Just sinking lower and lower with each new realization about how lame this complaint is. dry.gif That's part of the point I was making; I don't even deserve to be depressed. Not when all the crap in my life is so minimal.

QUOTE(Void @ Jun 8 2006, 05:38 PM) [snapback]408623[/snapback]

We all get that feeling occasionally, Tobes. You can't change the surroundings into which you were born. Best idea is just to try your best to make as much of your situation as possible.


I'd love to, but I'm just not sure where to start. I'm going to try. I know that much. It's not like I can even drive myself to a job or a volunteer project. Even if I did, I'd be killing the environment and feeding the oil companies, so it's all just lose-lose.


When did I get so negative? I always used to be purported as a happy optimistic little ball of sunshine. Now I'm just constantly depressing myself and others. What for?


Maybe it's that if I keep saying how much I hate myself and how much I suck, then it won't hurt so badly if someone else comes along and says it to me.
alchemist x
QUOTE(Toby-Chan @ Jun 8 2006, 07:17 PM) [snapback]408603[/snapback]

I'm a rotten person.

I'm a spoiled middle class suburban white kid, with trivial hobbies, a healthy dose of ignorance, lots of privelege and talent and no motion to use it to make the world a better place. I'm freaking useless. I don't deserve to have a beautiful home and a loving family and good food and opportunities for education as I do. Not when 90% of the world is living in worse off conditions and making the most of it. I don't deserve to be pretty when I can't be proud of it without any guilt when so many other people have such horrible body image issues. Sure it feels nice to be called cute by people, especially those I like and care about, but in the end, what's the point? It's just vain and shallow.

I waste my art skills on making superficial 'pretty' pictures, and I dump my time and effort into writing fanfiction and silly comedy stories or fantasy epics, because I think it's fun. I don't deserve to be doing all this stuff carelessly when there are people dying of starvation in other countries; when there are people who would kill just to have a chance at taking a few classes at a good school; Children younger than myself who can't afford to play games or live in fantasy worlds because they have to grow up and face their harsh realities. What the hell right do I have to just waste the privelege I've been blessed with on such trivial pastimes as I do?

I can't even do anything about it, though, and that pisses me off the most. I can't even join the goddamn Peace Corps to relieve a little bit of my guilt because I'd need a college degree and a whole lot more money in order to do that.

What can I do? I'm just holed up in my tiny little world, and I don't even know where to start trying to make my life meaningful.



Well, first you can stop worring about it. It isnt good for your health wink.gif . Let us people with horrible body image issues learn to deal with it and hopfully gain knowledge of life and some stuffles like that. biggrin.gif It will all work out in the end.... hopfully ph34r.gif
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