Sorry, no Audio. I read "Still Nina" and I cried. And I thought...wait, doesn't Lust deserve something too. I mean, I honestly hurt for her. All she wants is to be human and she puts her faith in hand after hand, practically selling her soul to anyone just to be human.
Just to have memories.
So I wrote this song for her. It's called Desperation
Desperation
For Lust from FMA
Let's be human for a moment
Indulge me
Let's say we all have memories
These things that seem to fade
Is this all the makes a difference
Tell me
Is a past all you need to be mortal
And a future all you need to fade
I've been searching for a way out
Of who I am
Or what I am, per se
But every where I turn
It's another dead end
Wake me up again
I've been driven
To the point of desperation
But I won't let this hope go
No I won't let it go
Because I so desperately
Need to prove that I'm human
If you cut me I bleed, just enough
If you wound me it hurts, just enough
And I'm putting my hopes
In a child's hands
Is it worth all the pain
For that moment of gain
Somewhere within
I'm still the girl in those memories
The one's I hang on to
So desperately
So somewhere inside, I'm mortal
And it's all I can say just to hang on
I've sold myself time and again
And all my humanity's fading
There's a part of me missing, I'm aching
For the last resolution
And the end to the desperation...